Wednesday, July 9, 2008

the residential school and the cane

A few evenings ago, I dreamt that I went to a residential school that my parent's Jehovah witness friend, Anita, was the headmistress. She was really controlling of me, and I hated everything while I was there. They tried to tell me that I couldn't celebrate my birthday, Christmas or Halloween, and I was so pissed off, because no one else was Catholic. I kept making my stay at the school really difficult with the teachers, because I was so unhappy, but I don';t remember what I was doing. I remember Anita walking with me somewhere, and she told me that it would be better off for me to just run away, rather than continue being such a hindrance to the school. I felt bad for her, even though she was being such a bitch to me, because she had a cane to walk with.

vonda and the tick

Last night I dreamt that I went back in time to grade eight, but I went with Solange, who I did know at the time in everday life, but I did not talk to yet. I went to school with her in Vonda, and everyone from Vonda from our school now went there, and they were all so little, especially James. The school was so welcoming, and they even had me on role call, which made me very happy. Then we went on a tour of the school, and while we were in the playground, which was actually a big field behind the school, I saw Solange's little brother, and I talked to him for a bit about the school. Then there was a big fat tick sitting on a blade of grass, and it jumped onto my leg, but I was able to get it off me before it tried to attach itself, and I was pretty disgusted with it.